tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-54905808114202987652024-03-12T21:45:26.812-04:00Every Rose has it's ThornThe Blog of Internationally famous Dark Artist Nick Rose.
"Warning: The unauthorized reproduction or distribution of this copyrighted work is illegal. Criminal copyright infringement, including infringement without monetary gain, is investigated by the FBI and is punishable by up to 5 years in federal prison and a fine of $250,000."Nick Rosehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08174776048335708799noreply@blogger.comBlogger179125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5490580811420298765.post-38138334880733521812013-09-12T08:38:00.001-04:002013-09-12T08:39:41.809-04:00Moving Forward...<div class="p1">
Hello everyone. Over the next few weeks I will be making some changes to this blog, basically updating it. i am still trying to decide on a couple of things I am thinking about. The great news is my body has done some serious healing and after 7 years of nightmarish health, my body is starting to recover and I find myself working like a man with a purpose again. A Purpose I do have. I am going to do whatever it takes to become successful at art. I need to make a lot more money to help with my Daughter Rose's education and just general support, and so I can afford art supplies and an occasion visits with my family.</div>
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This last year has held a lot of good, some bittersweet and some plain horrible memories for me. The bad memories include the end of my relationship of 4 years with someone I cared for very much and her children. An in a bad emotional state I wound up living with a woman and her mother, and these two make the word nightmare look like a children's story. It took me 4 months to get away from there, and while all of this was happening, a problem I have had for about 10 years hit me with a vengeance, a Salivary Gland-stone. Basically a kidney stone in your neck, and in this case the size of a glass marble. I had to endure it for 6 months before the VA surgically removed the gland from my throat.</div>
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Now the good news. Once the gland was removed, a 10 year old problem with high blood pressure went away. It had been the cause of my Blood pressure issues for all these years. Now, it is perfect. It did take me 2 months to heal from the surgery thought. I had been on antibiotics for almost 7 months, and according to the surgeon, there was a lot of bad stuff in my neck they had to clean out. My lungs went into spasms and collapsed during the surgery because no one knew I had COPD and my body did not take well to the tubes be pushed into my lungs after I was out. But now, I am doing much better and feel better that I have in so many years. I've been working very hard in the studio and putting in long days. It's been back before my heart stint since I could work like this, and that was in 2006. So needless to say, I am feeling very positive about my career and my art now. I just have to make it happen.</div>
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Probably the greatest thing that happened over the last year was that i was able to reconnect with my oldest daughter Beverly, and I found out I had a teenage daughter that's mother had told me she aborted her way back when. Amber Rose. I can't explain why, but I have been a step father in my life and loved those children very much and still do, but when you find out you have children who are your flesh and blood, wow, that changes everything. I even have 2 grandchildren, and I am so very proud of the family I didn't know was out there. This alone made all the suffering I went through worth while. Now, all I can do is think about the future and hopefully being a part of my children's lives. But for the first time I can actually remember, I want to live now and make a better future. You have to understand when I was a young man I was diagnosed with Ulcerative Colitis, and back then, they had no good treatments. I remember very plainly the Army doctors telling me I would be lucky to see the age of 25. I was only 19 at the time and my wife was pregnant with my Beverly. Think about that for a moment. Being told you only had a few years to live and not being able to build a future for the people you loved and not being able to see your child grow up.</div>
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Well, I did survive, but because of that news, I made decisions that changed my life forever and started down a very self destructive path. 18 years later, I finally start to clean myself up from the drugs and alcohol and meet a woman who became pregnant and told me she did not want to have my baby, and told me she was going to abort her. That was the last time I saw her or spoke to her until this last year. I did stay off the drugs, but not the alcohol, and for another 10 years I tried to drink away the pain. But we all know, that is not the answer and the pain only goes away with time. But I had done the damage to my body. I also had smoked like a chimney for all those years. Those of you that know me personally that the last 4 years, I have been fighting just to stay alive from all the damage I did to my body, and I have gotten myself back into probably much better health than I could have hoped for. Honestly, last year, before I found out about my daughters, I had gave up and wanted to die. Now I realize that if I had opened that door, I would have never known about my children and grandchildren. Even though at that time, my life seemed like a very dark place with no hope, it turned around and now my life is full of love and happiness. Something I thought was denied me.</div>
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So now, the question is how do I get my life on track again. How can I take the gifts that I was given and use them to build a better future for my family and myself? Hard work, making the right decisions, and start by crawling, then baby steps, walking and finally running with the pack. But it will take time. All things take money. I know I need to attend large conventions like Gen-con and Illuxcon, but for me to do that, I need to make money to buy a setup, get a vehicle that will work for traveling and carrying the things I need to set up for the shows, and have prints and other items to sell. But the most important thing about it would be to make contacts face to face. I honestly think this will get my career on the right track. In the meantime, work my arshe off and learn all I can and build a portfolio to impress. </div>
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Making money right now is the hard part. Since I am now disabled, I am very limited to what I can do. Painting is one of the few things i can do to make money, but at this point in time not many people can afford original art or prints, unless I practically give it away, which I can no longer do. So, I just hope that things will change in the near future and one thing I have learned, is that things always come to you when it is time for them. So, we will see. Until next time. Peace and blessings be with you.</div>
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For a limited time only, you can buy prints directly from me at great savings over the people who license my work to sell. These 3 prints can be ordered directly from me for $20 each, plus 8$ shipping and handling. They are printed on 13 x 19 photo paper. You can own all 3 for $50 plus 8$ shipping. No matter how many you order, the shipping is only $8. You can go to my photobucket site for more choices, just make sure you include the name of the print in your order <a href="http://s1224.photobucket.com/user/Nickroseart/library/?sort=3&page=1">http://s1224.photobucket.com/user/Nickroseart/library/?sort=3&page=1</a> Since I do not have a website set up anymore for this sort of thing, you have to deposit the money into paypal, with the title of the print or prints you want. nixonjohnsart@gmail.com Please make sure your address is up to date on your paypal account. You can also send me a pm to let me you made the order and any specifics, such as you want me to personalize them for you. Plus for a limited time I will include a free vintage print of one of my older pieces for you! Thank you.</div>
<div class="blogger-post-footer">"Always remember the only limits you have are the ones you set for
yourself. Work hard, study, and most of all be patient and your dreams
will come true. It's not a easy road, but any thing worth having takes a
lot of work. Much Love an Blessings to you."
Nick Rose.</div>Nixon Johnshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06278091644454785974noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5490580811420298765.post-90378501241031344872013-08-30T11:20:00.000-04:002013-08-30T11:20:10.068-04:00A rose a bit wilted<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
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I've been a little wilted lately. Spent a good portion of the day this week at the doctor working to get my blood sugar under control. It looks like I'm going to have to go back on medicine. I'm not pleased, but you know...I am going to do it, and kick this diabetic crap in the butt so I can get back to doing my art the way I want to.<br />
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Speaking of my art! I've made some major progress on 'Spooner'. <br />
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Here are some close ups, and of course...as you see in the top picture we have the Miley Cyrus tongue. I'm renaming that pose the "MC HORROR TONGUE" Because it scares the crap out of even me, and look what I paint. <br />
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Here it is in the big version. A little bit further and I'll be done. Really happy with how it's turning out and the mood is just as creepy as I wanted it to be.<br />
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One more thing before I get off here and get my butt to work...<br />
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I have "Pirate's Booty" up for sale on ebay here : <a href="http://www.ebay.com/itm/281157012885?ssPageName=STRK%3AMESELX%3AIT&_trksid=p3984.m1555.l2649" target="_blank">Buy my BOOTY</a> Just two days before it's off, so grab her now, while you still can.<br />
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I'll catch you all next week...<br />
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May the darkness comfort you,<br />
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<div class="blogger-post-footer">"Always remember the only limits you have are the ones you set for
yourself. Work hard, study, and most of all be patient and your dreams
will come true. It's not a easy road, but any thing worth having takes a
lot of work. Much Love an Blessings to you."
Nick Rose.</div>Nick Rosehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08174776048335708799noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5490580811420298765.post-85907754361850459822013-08-23T11:29:00.001-04:002013-08-23T11:30:58.003-04:00Chicks with guns and a Rose for the ladies<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
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It's been a roller coaster week for me. I've been chasing sleep this week, and can't seem to get a schedule. Then a friend reminded me, "Hey, you are an artist, and you don't have to live on a set schedule anymore." How do you like that? A total moment of reva-freaking-lation. So I'm going to be up when I want to be and sleep when I want to and see how that works out for me.<br />
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No fear though I've been working steady on a couple of projects that I'll share now.<br />
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The first is a continuation of "Spooner" <br />
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For my art friends who follow you can see I am layering it up from the darkest values to the lightest. </div>
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You'll also notice that the umber glazing I did is giving it an "atmosphere". I had to re-draw his arm due to a mistake, but it's fixed and I'm feeling solid about it in general.</div>
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That isn't all I've done this week either. I have one of my sexy ladies going on now too! </div>
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I'm working on this pencil drawing and I have to say I'm drooling. A tough sexy woman is beyond compare! </div>
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I have a featured Print this week, <a href="http://fineartamerica.com/featured/for-my-sins-nick-rose.html" target="_blank">For all my sins</a></div>
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Take a look, leave a vote, make a comment, and *cough cough8 Christmas is coming ;)</div>
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One last thing before I hit the canvas again. Not too much longer on my ebay auction. it's going for a steal at the moment. One day twenty-two hours left as of this posting. <a href="http://www.ebay.com/itm/281153299449?ssPageName=STRK%3AMESELX%3AIT&_trksid=p3984.m1555.l2649" target="_blank">Original oil Pirate ship ebay auction</a></div>
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Alright my friends, it's back to the oil mine with me. I'll catch you all next week! If you have any art questions hit the comments, and I'll be glad to answer! </div>
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<div class="blogger-post-footer">"Always remember the only limits you have are the ones you set for
yourself. Work hard, study, and most of all be patient and your dreams
will come true. It's not a easy road, but any thing worth having takes a
lot of work. Much Love an Blessings to you."
Nick Rose.</div>Nick Rosehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08174776048335708799noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5490580811420298765.post-41958524471015787292013-08-18T13:06:00.001-04:002013-08-18T13:06:34.934-04:00A rose on Ebay<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
Hello my friends,<br />
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This won't be a long post. I just wanted to let you in on what could be a great deal for you. <br />
I have an original oil painting up on Ebay. <a href="http://www.ebay.com/itm/281153299449?ssPageName=STRK%3AMESELX%3AIT&_trksid=p3984.m1558.l2649" target="_blank">Pirate ship original oil painting</a><br />
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I'll be back on my regular Thursday posts this week! <br />
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May the darkness comfort you,<br />
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Nick</div>
<div class="blogger-post-footer">"Always remember the only limits you have are the ones you set for
yourself. Work hard, study, and most of all be patient and your dreams
will come true. It's not a easy road, but any thing worth having takes a
lot of work. Much Love an Blessings to you."
Nick Rose.</div>Nick Rosehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08174776048335708799noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5490580811420298765.post-83852216602292780282013-08-15T17:29:00.000-04:002013-08-15T17:30:24.143-04:00A rose you'll never forget to remember<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
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Hello my friends,<br />
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Say hello to my new logo! Indeed, this is me and when you see this new design you'll know it's Nick Rose. I'm thrilled to be able to share it with you, and let you know my daughters helped me decide on this for my new legal logo for my studio. I'm thrilled about it, and think this is the best logo I've ever had.<br />
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In the next couple weeks I'll be working on and unveiling a new place for people to buy prints of my art. It's high quality and a couple of my artist friends are using it to get their work out there. I've asked around and they are impressed with how the art is made and what all is available. Details to follow when I get things set up.<br />
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Speaking of my art...The above picture is the finished drawing, of "Spooner" with an "umber" glazing. I'm trying it out as something new in my style. Glazing can be done over the top of a finished painting to change the chroma/hue/tone of a section or entire painting to give it a certain feel. Doing it under the painting changes depth and texture (some what) because it changes the hue slightly of the more transparent pigments over it, giving the over all painting it's own feel. I'm letting this get nice and dry, but will update you on it when I get started in earnest. The color I used here has a strong impact on middle tones and dark tones, so I'm excited about how it will add to the creepy feel.<br />
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Well, that's all for now my friends. My body is still healing but I am in good shape. I'm pulling up my Dr. Creep boxers and getting a lot of work done. Until next time...<br />
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May the darkness comfort you,<br />
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Nick</div>
<div class="blogger-post-footer">"Always remember the only limits you have are the ones you set for
yourself. Work hard, study, and most of all be patient and your dreams
will come true. It's not a easy road, but any thing worth having takes a
lot of work. Much Love an Blessings to you."
Nick Rose.</div>Nick Rosehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08174776048335708799noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5490580811420298765.post-36612301733722228782013-08-09T10:09:00.000-04:002013-08-09T10:09:13.269-04:00Pirates and more, a rose at your door<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
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Hello my friends!<br />
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I'm a complete pirate kick right now, as our little ghost ship will tell you and the last three posts too. This one is a water color I just got finished. If you want it it's 175.00 first come first serve. It was a lot of fun to make, and I find myself growing in the water color medium with every painting I do. <br />
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For those who don't know, water color is challenging, not only for it's consistency but for it's translucent nature. If you aren't an artist and have never worked with something like this, let me describe it to you, and tell you that you can get a feel for it by trying to guide a droplet of water around a piece of paper into a smiley face or something. Then factor in that you need to do that sometimes many times over to get the boldness of color you want, you'll get the feel for what I mean. <br />
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If pirates aren't your thing and you are ready so see me go back into some horror work then this next piece is going to thrill you. <br />
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A friend of mine brought this piece up to me a little while ago, the bottom picture is an old digital piece I did back in 2010. I call him "Spooner". The top picture is kind of a clue for you to let you know I'm working on doing it in oils. I'm kind of excited, and think this might be better than the original work. I'll be updating it soon, and we might have it ready to show you for my next blog post. <br />
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One more thing before I go, a good friend of mine, Lisa Brandel, was just featured in an online art magazine. <a href="http://issuu.com/summerblackhorse/docs/abth_final_080213" target="_blank">Art by the Hour Magazine, featuring Lisa Brandel</a> She's a good friend of mine and I've watched her develop her art since the beginning. <br />
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That's all for today my friends. I'm getting my stride back as you can tell. It's crazy to think that just six months ago I was in a terrible dark place. Now things are going great for me. It just goes to show you that if you hold on, and keep working everything can change for the better.<br />
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May the darkness comfort you,<br />
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Nick</div>
<div class="blogger-post-footer">"Always remember the only limits you have are the ones you set for
yourself. Work hard, study, and most of all be patient and your dreams
will come true. It's not a easy road, but any thing worth having takes a
lot of work. Much Love an Blessings to you."
Nick Rose.</div>Nick Rosehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08174776048335708799noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5490580811420298765.post-66267054730705568862013-08-02T09:50:00.000-04:002013-08-02T09:50:21.967-04:00The Rose in bloom<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
Hello my friends!<br />
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I have been a productive and busy person this week. My body made me take two days off, which I filled with some relaxation and television. I needed the rest, I work until my body makes me rest, but that's ok.<br />
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In art right now I have pirates on the brain! You remember last week I posted Ghost ship. This week, I have a sexy pirate lady. It's days like this that I love my job.<br />
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The top picture you see me (and I feel like I've aged ten years this year) with the finished piece. Then the finished piece below it. I'm selling it for a super low price of 125.00 first come first serve. <br />
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I am also looking for a Kindle book padd if you or anyone you know has one, I am willing to barter something for one. I have over 500 art books, and would really like to put them in a form where when I move I don't have to bust myself up. <br />
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I'm feeling stronger all the time, and can now push myself more in my work than I've been able to. I have a fire in my heart to get my career back on track, and then get down to see my daughters. I feel really blessed to be back on the road.<br />
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<br />Now I have to tell you there is a good friend of mine who could really use some help. Her name is Michelle, and she is facing cancer. <a href="http://www.gofundme.com/2vnpug" target="_blank">Help Mighty McT kick cancer's ass</a> That link will take you to her fund raiser page, and if you can't donate share it for her. We all need a little help up from time to time.<br />
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So until next week, May the darkness comfort you...<br />
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Nick</div>
<div class="blogger-post-footer">"Always remember the only limits you have are the ones you set for
yourself. Work hard, study, and most of all be patient and your dreams
will come true. It's not a easy road, but any thing worth having takes a
lot of work. Much Love an Blessings to you."
Nick Rose.</div>Nick Rosehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08174776048335708799noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5490580811420298765.post-64060397933071357332013-07-25T09:16:00.001-04:002013-07-25T09:28:49.085-04:00Nick Rose is back and better than ever<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
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Hello my friends,<br />
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I bet you thought I wasn't ever going to blog again. Nope, here I am. I'm heading into a new chapter of my life and art career now, and want to be able to share it with all of you. It's been a tough road of moving, recovering from a surgery, and finding the daughter I never knew I had. If that sounds like a lot in the last year, it is!<br />
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I'm well on my way though. I'm feeling stronger and better than I have in a long, long, time.<br />
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Now that I'm back blogging I can't tell you now what all I'll be talking about. Surely, some new art, like the picture above. "Ghost Ship". It felt good to get into the studio after recovering from the surgery. So good in fact that I just finished this one, and am excited to get back on the canvas again today.<br />
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Speaking of blogging, I plan on doing a post at least once a week, more than likely on Thursdays to share new art and new events going on in life. I plan on doing some more videos soon too! As you can tell I have a new energy to create. I feel better and stronger everyday.<br />
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"Ghost ship" is for sale and if you are interested in the painting email me at my brand new address: <span class="null">nickroseart1@aol.com </span><br />
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<span class="null">Mark that new address down for contacting me about commissions, questions, buying art, or just to drop a "Hey Nick!" in my inbox. Before I take off to start my new painting..I want to share a few more pictures. </span><br />
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<span class="null">This is part of my new studio set up, and man am I loving it! </span><br />
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I finally have some room to move around and create!<br />
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<span class="null">And one more piece of new art before I go. "Dark Priestess" was one of the last paintings I did before my surgery. </span><br />
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So my friends, I'm ready for a ride into your nightmares, bringing them to life on my canvas!<br />
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<span class="null">Nick Rose is back and I am ready to shake the world of horror again! </span><br />
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<span class="null">May the darkness comfort you,</span><br />
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<span class="null">Nick </span></div>
<div class="blogger-post-footer">"Always remember the only limits you have are the ones you set for
yourself. Work hard, study, and most of all be patient and your dreams
will come true. It's not a easy road, but any thing worth having takes a
lot of work. Much Love an Blessings to you."
Nick Rose.</div>Nick Rosehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08174776048335708799noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5490580811420298765.post-46207498178877290012012-04-01T08:57:00.000-04:002012-04-01T08:57:33.996-04:00I am back as Nixon Johns My friends. I have been through some very serious medical issues the last 18 months. 2 months ago the doctors finally figured out that everything was caused by very low Testosterone levels. I went through a very sever depression during the Year and a half.<br />
I am back now, and I have started anew. I started a new blog<a href="http://nixonjohnsart2011.blogspot.com/"> at this addy</a> Please join me there and continue the journey with me. I think you will be very surprised at my new work. Love you all. Hugs.<div class="blogger-post-footer">"Always remember the only limits you have are the ones you set for
yourself. Work hard, study, and most of all be patient and your dreams
will come true. It's not a easy road, but any thing worth having takes a
lot of work. Much Love an Blessings to you."
Nick Rose.</div>Nixon Johnshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06278091644454785974noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5490580811420298765.post-33915978297117863502011-11-17T08:26:00.001-05:002011-11-17T09:07:40.193-05:00Farwell and Thank you all! <span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><b> Hello my friends, and as the title suggest, this is the end of the road for Nick Rose. I am leaving Illustration, the horror industry and all social networks as of Sunday, Nov. 20 2011. I will be pursuing a life as a artist working through galleries and marketing companies. I no longer want to deal with people that I can't meet face to face anymore, and I want to grow as an artist. Being an Illustrator puts a lot of limits and restraints on you. I have grown past that and am ready to embrace new things.</b></span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><b> First let me explain why I said I don't want to deal with people that I can't meet face to face anymore. I realise that my sound snobby, but after I explain, hopefully you will understand. The honest simple truth is that I am very childlike. Madison will tell you that as well. I have never grown up, and never will. I am very trusting of people I meet on line and want to believe them when they tell me things. I wouldn't want to live in a world where I would have to believe that everyone is a con artist. When I meet someone face to face and can look them in the eye and shake their hand. I can read them fairly well, but on social networks all I have to go on is what people tell me. Most of it being lies. For Instance, how many people do you know post a real recent photo of what they really look like? Very few. Most people post a picture of them when they where in there 20's. This is a social lie. How many people do you know paint a pretty picture about who they are, and the picture is just a figment of their imagination, or who they hope to be? I could go on and on, but you should understand.</b></span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><b> This last year I have been conned by several people that I honestly thought where the real deal. When I am going through a period when I have just been fighting to stay healthy physically, I sure as hell don't need people f*cking up my mind with BS, Lies and just general cons. I guess you could say the straw that broke the camels back came 2 weeks ago. I am having to fight daily to regain my health and it is taking time for me to get my motivation back to paint. Yes, when people screw me over it really hurts me in ways that even effect my painting. I become very depressed. So as a result, we are taking that card out of the deck. After all, it is my game, I can play it however I chose.</b></span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><b> That being said, I want to thank everyone that has been with me on this ride. I want to thank you all for the love, support and kindness you have shown me. 95% of you have been awesome, it's just that other 5% I can not deal with anymore. As Nick Rose, I certainly have lived my dream and got to meet and know most of the celebrity's in the horror business. Some I can even call friend. But I am saying goodbye to that for now as well.</b></span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><b> Most of all I want to thank Madison and the children for loving me and supporting me and my decisions. Without her, I would truly be lost.</b></span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><b> I really don't know what to expect with the new works I will be doing or what direction they will be heading. That will take time. Out the saying goes, "Out with old" first, and then "In with the new."</b></span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><b> I will be leaving this blog up as an archive of my career as Nick Rose and I do not know if I will be have a new blog down the road. At this point, I doubt it. So quite probably, this is the last most of you will hear from me. If I leave you with nothing else, let me leave you with this.... "The only limits you have are the ones that you make for yourself. Believe in yourself and your dreams. Don't let the "Naysayers' wear you down, because they will try. You and only you are the Master of your path. Stay True."</b></span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><b>Love and Hugs always.</b></span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><b>Nick Rose</b></span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><b>Nov. 17, 2011</b></span><div class="blogger-post-footer">"Always remember the only limits you have are the ones you set for
yourself. Work hard, study, and most of all be patient and your dreams
will come true. It's not a easy road, but any thing worth having takes a
lot of work. Much Love an Blessings to you."
Nick Rose.</div>Nick Rose 2http://www.blogger.com/profile/09476493612643315036noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5490580811420298765.post-58446162250418678802011-10-08T11:02:00.001-04:002011-10-08T11:03:00.408-04:00Miracles.<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><b> Hello my friends. Hugs to you all. I have missed talking with you. I have been doing a great deal of soul searching lately as well as making miracles happen, and that's what this blog is about today.</b></span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><b> Have you ever set so many goals for that you just overwhelmed your own self? lol I sure have, but I am learning not to do that anymore. Just set one, go after it and keep at it until that goal is a reality. I have been doing that lately and it is working like a charm.</b></span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><b> I am sure that a lot of you would think that my art would be my top priority? It's not, my health and my loved ones are, and that is what I am focused on right now. I set certain goals for myself and I have met them all so far. First I had to quit smoking and drinking. I quit smoking over 2 years ago now. It took awhile for me to quit dreaming about smoking and wanting a cigarette every time I saw someone smoking one, or especially being around the smoke. But I did. I really quit drinking about 2 years ago as well, except for a few nights a month. Now, I've finally quite drinking all together. I got myself on a regular exercise program and I stick to it every day. Mostly it is using the treadmill and weight lifting. The most recent thing has been getting and staying on a healthy diet. That is helping with my diabetes and high blood pressure. It was hard at first because I have had to cut out the fast food or the processed food. Everything I eat now is mostly healthy and fresh. My meals include oatmeal, or a oat type product with fruit for breakfast. For lunch, fresh vegetables, fruits, nuts, cheese and no salt/low salt crackers. I may vary this with rice, homemade beans and cottage cheese. Just don't overdo the fruit, but I have found that the sugar in fruit in not as nearly as bad as the processed kind. My insulin amounts have came down drastically. I am constantly lowering the amount of insulin to compensate for the better sugar readings. Hopefully I will be off of insulin in a few more weeks. I have improved that much.</b></span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><b> The exercise is really helping with the COPD as well as all the other issues, and I have found by playing video games my stress levels and blood pressure levels have really dropped as well. I find Role playing games to be very relaxing and they are sharpening my mind as well. I am thinking much better than I was. I have been able to reduce the Blood pressure medicines to half as well. </b></span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><b> A lot of this turn around has been because of all the dental work I have been having done as well. I had no idea how important that was to my body. Apparently, my body had been fighting infections for years from gum disease and bad teeth. The thing is, I brushed my teeth twice a day and used mouthwash every day for the last 20 years. Most of this damage came from my youth. In those days, dental care was not an issue that the poor folks of the south could address.</b></span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><b> But now, seeing my body recover and improve because of the dental work has me brushing 3 times a day with two types of toothpaste, flossing, and pro-health mouthwash as well as the standard, Listerine. I even bought a electric toothbrush. lol I used the white strips for 3 months and my teeth look really nice now, well, the ones that are left. lol. I will have my partials in about 2 months. But this has served another purpose and goal as well, I haven't been able to eat most meats because of the lack of teeth. So now, except when Madison makes fish, I am not eating any meat and don't miss it at all! Eating healthy is not as bad as most people think. I have lost weight, toned up and feel great almost every day now.</b></span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><b> In my case all of these changes came because I was faced with an early death if I didn't, but it does show that if you set your mind to something you can make healthy changes in your life. Hopefully you will do it before your face to face with death.</b></span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><b> That was the Miracle part of the blog I was talking about, now for the soul searching part......</b></span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><b> Anyone that follows me knows that this has been a very different year for me. The last 2 years I was burning it up. (That doesn't include the 12 years straight of non stop learning and training by Masters and other means.) Outside of all the art, I was interviewed a total of 20 times and filmed for a Documentary. I amassed over 50,000 known fans and became known as "The King of Scream" and "The Dark Artist" and with all of that came a great deal of fame, and there we have found the problem. I remember on several occasions people have said to me "Be careful of what you ask for..." What a joke? Everyone wants to be famous and known. Isn't that what we work for? That an money?</b></span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><b> Through the years and one of the reasons that I am just so sick of the publishing industry is because of all the idiot's I have the displeasure of running into during my travels. I was once told I was a "Nut Magnet" and the person that told me that turned out to be one of the biggest ones I have ever known. But you have all of these individuals running around that are just to lazy or inpatient to earn something the only way you will really get it. They stab you in the back, screw you over, use you and so on. Just evil worthless people. To all of them, I say this.... "You can have my place, my fame. All of it. I will gladly give it to you. YOU truly deserve it.</b></span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><b> I have cut myself off from these people by leaving the industry. I could care less about it or them. My world is very small now. Only a handful of people are in my life, and I am going to keep it that way. All I want is to paint what I want and just be happy. Since I announced my retirement from the publishing and commission part of the business, I have had nothing but have fun and I intend to keep it that way.</b></span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><b> I know that over the past few years I have talked about doing a lot of things and to be honest, at this moment, I really don't know if they will come to fruit or not. At this moment I don't want to spend the time or energy on them anymore. Maybe that will change, I don't know. My motivations are not money or fame anymore, so I asking myself why I would want to spend so much time on a project that I would have to spend countless hours promoting and doing? </b></span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><b> When I was training under Daniel, I had to promise him that I would help someone else one day. At the moment, I have helped countless artist and done my best to share with them the things I have learned. In return I can proudly say that in most cases I have nothing but disappointment and regret for wasting my time on some people. No more, no more teaching, at least not now.</b></span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><b> Of course, let us not forget the agony of producing a piece of art to someone else's specifications. You can easily look at my body of work and tell which peices stand out over others. The ones that have sold lots of prints are the ones like "Spooky" and "Dark Fairy". Both I did because I wanted to and they where my idea's. The commissioned pieces can not even compare to those. It is obvisious that if my heart is in it, I can fly. Otherwise, I was no different than other Illustrators.</b></span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><b> The above reasons are the 3 of the reasons I have decided to change gears and do things different and on a different level. I have no more desire to be in the spotlight or for people to know my name. My ambitions now are very simple. To paint what I want and sell a few of them to buyers here and there, and that is it. Madison is talking about putting up a store to sell posters, but I don't know about that. I am thinking of something different for down the road, so we will see.</b></span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><b> I will be deleting all of my Facebook account soon (this coming week), except for Nick Rose Two. So if you want to keep up with what I will be doing, you need to send a request to it, You need to join<a href="http://www.blogger.com/My%20friends,%20unless%20something%20happens%20to%20change%20my%20mind,%20I%20will%20be%20deleting%20this%20account%20along%20with%20Nick%20Rose%20Three%20within%20the%20week.%20I%20will%20be%20keeping%20Nick%20Rose%20Two%20only.%20So%20if%20you%20want%20to%20continue%20to%20see%20my%20work,%20you%20will%20need%20to%20send%20a%20request%20to%20Nick%20Rose%20Two%20and%20join%20my%20social%20group%20if%20you%20haven't%20already.%20I%20am%20doing%20my%20best%20to%20keep%20online%20and%20share%20my%20new%20works,%20but%20I%20am%20having%20to%20streamline%20everything%20to%20do%20this.%20Love%20you%20all.%20Hugs.%20http://www.facebook.com/groups/132749990796/"> my group </a> and you need to follow me on twitter, NickRose2011 and continue to read this blog. This will be the places you can keep up with my work. I am having to streamline my social networking in order to continue it. I am not being a snob or trying to push people away. It is a simple matter of time. If folks want to be able to talk to me about art, then my group is the place to do that. If people want to know what the big picture is, the blog is for that and if you want to know what I am up to on a daily basis, then Twitter will serve that purpose.</b></span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><b> I am going to work on finishing up that 'Steampunk" piece I started back toward the end of last year. It will be for sale when it is done and I will be posting pictures of it on my group and here, and notes on Twitter to let people know that art is up.</b></span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><b> So my friends, this is what is going on for now. I hope you choose to continue to follow my work. I hope everyone has a great weekend. Love and Hugs. "May the Darkness confort you"</b></span></div>
<div class="blogger-post-footer">"Always remember the only limits you have are the ones you set for
yourself. Work hard, study, and most of all be patient and your dreams
will come true. It's not a easy road, but any thing worth having takes a
lot of work. Much Love an Blessings to you."
Nick Rose.</div>Nick Rose 2http://www.blogger.com/profile/09476493612643315036noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5490580811420298765.post-27765180910627824112011-08-31T07:45:00.006-04:002011-09-03T09:56:30.067-04:00A BIG gift for you all. <span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:arial;"><b> Hello my friends, how have you all been? I have been fine, well actually better than fine. Other than the little bout with Pneumonia, I have been doing pretty awesome. I had to get the last 4 teeth pulled in all the dental who ha last week, so now it is finally time to start adding teeth again. I have been using those teeth whiteners and I have to tell you they work pretty good. My remaining teeth are very nice and white and my diabetes has improved a great deal as well. There was a lot of infection in my gums. For those of you that know about insulin I went from 54 units of Lanus at night to 15 units, and I have gone from 15 units of Novalog before each meal down to 5 units as of today. At this rate, I may be able to go back to just taking a pill soon as long as I keep my diet and exercise up.</b></span><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:arial;"><b> I know that all of that is boring to you young healthy folks, but to me it is a huge deal and it confirms my conviction that through hard work, I can get my health back. As I have always told all of you, with hard work and patience, you will reach your goals. You don't have to cheat, lie or betray to get what you want. Just work hard.</b></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:arial;"><b> As most of you know I have been on a "Art Vacation' here lately. The year started out so bad that I couldn't get much work done because of the series of illnesses, dental work and depression. So I decided to just take some time away until I was out of the woods and feeling rejuvenated again. I am getting there. Every so often I have to take a big break. The last one was in 1996 and it didn't end until 2000, but don't worry I feel like this one is close to being over. The break back then came mostly because I just gave up on ever having an art career. The Break now is from "life burnout" not just an art one. I have had to deal with so much these last several years physically and mentally that it just wore me down and I needed to step back and change gears for a while.</b></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:arial;"><b> I've done a few things, but nothing I consider "Art", but the whole thing is, outside of personal business things, I will not work for any commercial client ever again. I will sell the rights to some of my work for merchandising, but I will not create new works for any commercial venture other than my own.</b></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:arial;"><b> One of the things that I think is going to surprise a lot of my fans is that while I may still do horror works, I will be doing a heavy amount of my first love, Fantasy once again. I am in a very happy place in my life right now, and I don't lean toward the dark so much anymore. Of course I love horror and always will, but these last several years it has defined me as an artist. I believe for the next several years, it will be fantasy works that I am known for.</b></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:arial;"><b> I have been playing a lot of video role playing games lately, one of the things I truly love, but put them out of my life years back so I would have more time to paint. I don't think I am going to do that again. I didn't realize how much these games inspired me with new idea's and how much they got my imagination pumping. I told Madison that when I started painting that 1/2 of my day would be to paint, and the other 1/2 would be to play. Now if I am having more fun painting, then I will paint all day, but the point is this. I have busted my arshe since I was 12 years old. My stepfather had me laying carpet at that age, and had me on the jobs years before that. I have done a wide variety of jobs in my life, but for some reason I always wound up laying carpet over and over. I think a lot of that was because I knew if I busted my butt and got done with the job, then I could get home early to paint.</b></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:arial;"><b> That all sounds good, but carpet is a very physical job and more so in the past. If you where doing a Occupied house, you had to deal with moving furniture as well as the physical damage you did to your hands, back and knees installing a floor. A lot of the problems I have now come from this. I have crushed vertebrae in my low spine that is a constant source of pain. I have to take about 3 Hydrocodones a day for the pain as well as a heating pad. Some days I have to wear knees braces just so I can get up and down the stairs and some days to just walk.</b></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:arial;"><b> I started drinking a lot of beer everyday as well because of installing floors. At one point I drank a 12 pack everyday for about 5 years, and I was smoking 2 packs of cigarettes everyday as well. I started smoking when I was 12. These are the main reasons I have COPD, diabetes and high blood pressure. </b></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:arial;"><b> Basically, I was trying to kill myself and almost did. This was because I was so unhappy that I couldn't be an artist everyday like I so many other people I saw. But in time, all of that has changed. I don't have those bad habits anymore. I take good care of myself and I live life doing what I love the most to do. But it took a lot of hard work, patience, and a little luck</b></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style=" ;font-family:arial;"><b> All the years of this really took there toll on my mind and body. The good and the bad. Right now I find myself in a place I never thought I would be in. I have fought my way back from death and lived to tell about it. I live life on my terms now, not someone Else's.</b></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:arial;"><b> I know I spent a month at least wondering "Well, now what? I can do anything I want to do, so what am I going to do." It took a while, but i remembered that there was a time that I use to love to draw and paint. I couldn't wait until I got off my day job to rush home and get behind my drawing table. Most days I would work until I feel asleep in my chair or on my table. Those are some of the best memories I have. So i decided, no matter what it took, I was going to find my way back to that. I knew right off that I lost most of the happiness by doing work for other people. Total buzz kill trying to make someone happy instead of yourself. So now, if a buyer wants to buy one of my originals that I decide to sell or a print, no problem, but I am only doing my idea's and no one will be standing over me telling me, "No, I want it this way" I'm not even going to do private commissions any more either.</b></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:arial;"><b> I am only going to do portraits for friends and family, and they want even know about it until I give it to them. For months now I have been trying to figure out what "THE REAL" difference is between an Illustrator and a Artist, and I have figured it out. It's not all the fancy talk you hear the art world talk about. No, those people are full of shite and what to pretend they know it all because they are so jealous because they have no real talent. Like a book or movie critic. The difference is simply freedom. Freedom to choose the path you walk. I know a few Illustrators who are exceptional artist, and most everyone of them has or is in the process of getting out of Illustrating because they want the freedom to do a painting the way they see it, instead of the way an Art Director who can't even draw a stick figure envisions it. I honestly don't mean to take a shot at anyone here. Everyone has a job to do, as in every career you choose, and most AD's I have worked with have tried very hard to come to a very nice cover and do their job well. The problem is, they take away the creative aspect from the Illustrator, not artist. An Artist would paint the cover the way they wanted to see it with no input from the publisher, writer or Art Director. This is the difference. An Illustrator can be creative, only to a point, but their main job is to create an image that another person sees. It is like being a puppet.</b></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:arial;"><b> See, this is freedom. A year ago I would have never said that because I would be worried that a AD or editor would read this and black list me like they did to one of my teachers. It happens, it really does. But in any career, the game is played liked that. Even when I was a floor installer, you had to play the game and kiss arshe to get plenty of work and get the gravy jobs. Everyone wants to be self employed so they can be their own Boss, but the truth is, even if your a sub-contractor, a contractor or a business owner, you always have to please your clients. Instead of just having one or two bosses where you work, you now have as many bosses as you have clients. Unless you are wealthy or have a source of income that is always going to be there, you are destined to work for someone else. There is no Freedom in that.</b></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:arial;"><b> But I have FREEDOM. I don't have to answer to anyone and I do whatever my heart is content to do. I am truly happy for the first time in my life. I know now that when I do start painting again, it is going to be well worth the wait and I will have no limits upon me and I honestly believe what I create as an artist will make a lot of people notice. All again, because I have Freedom. The Lady and the Lord blessed me. Although I do have medical issues and I live in pain, I wouldn't trade what I have now for anything, although like all of say, "If I could go back in time and do it all again...." lol</b></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:arial;"><b> So, I have been working</b></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style=" ;font-family:arial;"><b> to get my soul and happiness back and I have just been having fun. Lots of it. Playing games, watching my favorite movies, TV shows, shopping, you name it, FUN. While this has been going on, my imagination has been flooded with new idea's. I promised Madison that I would start drawing and Painting at least 3 hours a day from here on out, then I can play all I want. The first thing will be to finish the "Chainsaw Sally" piece. I don't know if I will paint April as Chainsaw after this or not, but I sure will be painting her a lot. She is an amazing model with a very unique look. Another blessing the Lady has given me some of the best and most awesome models in the world to work with. Tilly Rivers, Suzi Lorainne and a new male model named Steven Suzc's that Tilly did a big photo shoot of for me. Just awesome. And then we have Darius, Dai, Madeline and more.</b></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style=" ;font-family:arial;"><b> I really don't mean to sound like I am boasting, but like I said, I have been blessed in so many ways, I just can't believe it sometimes. I want to share something with all of you that will hopefully put a giant smile on your face and put happiness and joy in your life or someone you know.</b></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style=" ;font-family:arial;"><b> I've mentioned that I am playing a lot of games. I have download all of these systems and every game they ever made for them for FREE. No catch. Nintendo, Nintendo Snes, Nintendo DS, Nintendo 64, Sega Master System, Sega Genisis, and many more. There are tons of places online to download them. I will be downloading x-box soon. I had to buy another backup hard drive just for the games I have. There are so many now.</b></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style=" ;font-family:arial;"><b> The Emulators are for Mac, Linx and Windows. You just have to make sure you download the right one for your system, and you will also want to download a Emulator Enhancer. I think that 2.3.2 is the most recent, and it works on all systems. Just download it and install it. Takes less than a minute. You can find most emulators<a href="http://www.bannister.org/software/index.htm"> here</a> and at some other links I am going to post for you in a minute. This site is ran by Richard Bannister. He is the pioneer for making it possible to play all of these games systems on your computer. Now for each system, there is a different emulator. So if you want to play Genesis games, you will need to download the emulator for that. <a href="http://www.emulator-zone.com/doc.php/sitemap.html">Here is another site as well.</a></b></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style=" ;font-family:arial;"><b> Now if you want to, you can buy a joystick or hand remote at anyplace that has a USB plug, but all the systems are set up to be played on your keyboard, and I personally prefer that. When you get up to the Disk Systems, you can rearrange the configurations to suit you on the game emulator interface.</b></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style=" ;font-family:arial;"><b> The cartridge system are very simple to set up and play. It takes less than 5 minutes and your playing your favorite games forever. The disk systems are a little harder, because you can download the games two ways. The first comes in a BIN/CUE that you have to burn to disk to play, or you can go to a file sharing site and download a ISO or IMG. file of the game and that works better, and easier.</b></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style=" ;font-family:arial;"><b> The cartridge system uses ROMS, and you can go<a href="http://romhustler.net/"> here</a> and <a href="http://coolrom.com/">here</a> to download everyone ever made, and some that where never released in the U.S and in a lot of cases there are many versions of the same games. For instance, Sonic the Hedgehog. There are about 10 versions of the original Genesis game. Each one has something really cool added to it, like instead of playing Sonic, you can play Sally or Shadow. There are even variations of the Role Playing games (MY Favorites)</b></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style=" ;font-family:arial;"><b> Like I said, the cartridge system are easy as heck to set up and play, the disk systems are a little more trouble, but the graphics are really awesome. Of the cartridge systems, Nintedo 64 has the best graphics's. It was the last cartridge system made before the age of PlayStation came into being.</b></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style=" ;font-family:arial;"><b> If you have any trouble at all, all you have to do is google your question. There are 100's of sites out there dedicated to this. Hopefully I have given you something that will bring much joy to your everyday life, and for free. Much love and Hugs my friends, and Happy Labor Day Weekend!</b></span></div><div class="blogger-post-footer">"Always remember the only limits you have are the ones you set for
yourself. Work hard, study, and most of all be patient and your dreams
will come true. It's not a easy road, but any thing worth having takes a
lot of work. Much Love an Blessings to you."
Nick Rose.</div>Nick Rose 2http://www.blogger.com/profile/09476493612643315036noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5490580811420298765.post-76939661401866770652011-08-05T13:55:00.002-04:002011-08-05T13:55:34.008-04:00The Snake, the Butterfly and the Rose.<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><b> Hello my friends. Much love and hugs to all of you. Those of you that are friends of mine on Facebook know that I am recovering from Pneumonia. I am on my feet again and feeling much better, although I found out the hard way this morning that I still need to be taking it easy. I was trying to get caught up on my house cleaning and darn near pasted out. I am guessing in a couple more days I should be 100% again.</b></span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><b> While I am going through this big change I would like to explain to you all why I said certain things and did some things a lot of my friends don't or didn't understand. One of my dearest and closest friends told me the other day that she saw my totem as a snake. At first that kinda worried me but after she explained it to me in more detail, it seemed very logical. Personally I have always seen "Snakes" as a bad thing. The word is often used to refer to people that are sneaky or stab their associates in the back, but she had me see it as a growth thing and it did explain</b></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><b> the things I have been enduring this year. My health mainly, this "need" to grow and change myself as a man an a Artist. She said to see this like the way a Snake grows. Before a snake grows, it becomes sickly, slow and then it sheds the skin it has to a new and bigger one. To me, shedding the skin is the same thing I go through every several years where I embrace the new things in the horizon and put aside the things that have no more use to me or didn't grow as I did. She believes that I will come out this much stronger, more focused and more determined. She has a lot of faith in me and I respect her and her guidance very much, so this should interesting.</b></span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><b> One of the first things I did to bring on these changes was go into a "Hermit" mode. I cannot speak for anyone other than myself, but this is very nessacary for me to move forward. Almost all of my friends have opinions of what I should or shouldn't do. This is a path I have to follow on my own. No one can influence me, things have to unfold as they are meant to do. I have to embrace this for the changes to take hold and with my friends saying "No, this is suicide for your career" or "I don't get it, but I hope it works out well for you", well, that would make me second guess myself and that will not do. So for now, I quit all the phone conversations and letters to them. Just little messages on FB here and there to let know I am still alive. Until I have embraced all of this and I am going full steam, I have to stick to this plan. I have been an Illustrator for 32 years now and I don't want it anymore. I have done everything I ever set my sites on, I have a book shelf of book and magazine covers. My focus now is to do what my minds eye sees, and not what someone tells me or pays me to do.</b></span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><b> The process is slow it seems. I am having to learn to let myself see new things I haven't seen before on my own. In the past, it was always easy. Someone tells me what to paint, I do a few roughs to show them, they pick one and then I just create what their minds eye sees. Now it is going to be about what my mind's eye sees. </b></span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><b> At first, I was going about this all wrong. I was coming up with idea's of series of paintings I would like to do, but still my mind's eye wasn't seeing it. So I told you all and Madison that I just need to do something I haven't done in a very long time, which is simply just to have fun and do the things I love to do the most in life, other than painting and drawing. What are those things? One of them I haven't done in years, simply because I felt like it took up to much of time since I was an Illustrator and I had to work 10 to12 hour days to keep up with the work I would take on. It is playing video games. I love them. I recently was able to download the entire collections of all the Nitendo and Sega Genisis games ever made as well as about 500 classic computer games. I am in game heaven. I have been letting myself play as much as I want as long as I keep up with the things I need to do to keep the house going. I love the golf, racing and most of all, the Role Playing games. Right now i am playing Final Fantasy 2. I have the first 7 games and have never played them before. They are wonderful and I am having the most fun that I can remember, but the really big thing here is that now that I am happy and not worrying about every thing I do, my mind's eye is starting to see new images and I am getting very excited about what I am seeing. My imagination is in full swing again.</b></span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><b> Other things that I have been doing is watching movies and TV shows from our massive libary of DVD"s and Blue Rays. Madison, the kids and myself have went to see 2 movies this last month. The new Harry Potter movie in 3-D and Cowboy,s and Aliens. Both were a lot of fun, and the 3D blew my mind. It was more awesome that I can explain. Bottom line, I've been having a ton of fun.</b></span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><b> Now that all of that has been said, and I have no intention of hurting anyone's feelings, but it all boils down to this, my whole life I have done what others wanted me to do, or let them make disicions that involved me. I have always put the need of others over the needs of my own. That changes now. I will be 54 in a few weeks and it is time that I made my own choices and NOT let other people be involved in my progects and idea's. I have a plan and I am going to do it on my own. I don't want to hear anyones opinion on anything I am doing. If I want it, then I will ask for it. </b></span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><b> For those of you that like my art, I think you're really going to like the future I see for my paintings. Love and Hugs. "May the Darkness Comfort You"</b></span><br />
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><b><br /></b></span><div class="blogger-post-footer">"Always remember the only limits you have are the ones you set for
yourself. Work hard, study, and most of all be patient and your dreams
will come true. It's not a easy road, but any thing worth having takes a
lot of work. Much Love an Blessings to you."
Nick Rose.</div>Nick Rosehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08174776048335708799noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5490580811420298765.post-16462957646360716242011-07-21T14:19:00.005-04:002011-07-21T15:43:35.110-04:00Something new.<a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgtWMy1usEv9GZidNhAuuKtFHGcfg970QU8bYMggfffIPGYhXpLH0atGNnn7AhcPWR9-dtRofS-mrKlLsrIRPvvq71nHtYXHJ8UufbllFY3_4brATMIVhv6IN9YkmcKwP0sWxOaPl5uvZE/s1600/Bone+Extractorweb.jpeg" onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 207px; height: 320px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgtWMy1usEv9GZidNhAuuKtFHGcfg970QU8bYMggfffIPGYhXpLH0atGNnn7AhcPWR9-dtRofS-mrKlLsrIRPvvq71nHtYXHJ8UufbllFY3_4brATMIVhv6IN9YkmcKwP0sWxOaPl5uvZE/s320/Bone+Extractorweb.jpeg" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5631872121951096162" /></a> <span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:arial;"><b>Hello my friends. Here is the artwork for my last painted cover for a commercial market. If you see a cover after this one, it will because I sold the rights to an existing piece. I do have one more commercial piece to do, and it will also feature Kane <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_0">Hodder</span> (Jason, Hatchet, Ed <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_1">Gein</span>, and so many other horror movie legends) as this one does.</b></span><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:arial;"><b>This painting featuring him is for my fiance's book "The Bone Extractor" and there will be prints available from Kane and me. You can order one from me through my email ( or the <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_2">Facebook</span> group or fan club) and Kane will have them at personal appearances. I will be doing appearances in the future, after I am sure my health is stable. For now, it's looking pretty darn good. It will be able cool as hell to hang out with Kane and Chainsaw and conventions and some others I have yet to name. April (Chainsaw) is going to become one of my <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_3">muzes</span> and I will be painting her in ways other than just her movie roles. She will be featured right up there with Suzi Lorraine and Tilly Rivers.</b></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:arial;"><b> This painting was a real challenge because of the very limited photo's of Kane I have to work with at the moment. I was actually the model for his body. For those of you that are saying BS! here is the pic....</b></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:arial;"><b><img src="webkit-fake-url://08FA41A8-9912-45E3-9D18-0E16F8A8B7F0/image.tiff" /></b></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:arial;"><b><br /></b></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:arial;"><b>At first I was trying to piece together different photo's I have of him to get the pose, but no matter what I did, it was coming out stiff. Madison suggested I pose for the body, and I did.</b></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:arial;"><b>The sad thing is if you look closely at my chest, you can see where they shaved me in places to put those patches on to monitor my heart when I went through a whole series of test a couple of weeks ago, and the great news is, my heart is very strong and I should be around for MANY years now to really burn up the art world, and that is my plan.</b></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:arial;"><b> I want you all to know that you letters and comments of support have meant the world to me. I will still be doing dark things, but light as well and I will be doing them mostly with brush and oils, although I am not going to rule out digital. It does have it's good points. The above painting was done with both oils and then scanned and finished with Painter.</b></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:arial;"><b> I have been very fortunate this last year and because of that I am able to make the move that I am able to. A couple of months ago I purchased the CS5.5 Masters collection. It cost a ton, at least to me, but it has every program I could ever dream of needing for doing everything to making and editing music, video's, art , the programs I need to format books and magazine which will be important in the future and so on. A few of the programs, I don't have a clue to what they are for. I have been wanting to play with Adobe Illustrator but am making myself wait until I have the commercial work done. The new version of <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_4">Photoshop</span> does everything including wiping you butt. <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_5">lol</span>. Just kidding about that part.</b></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:arial;"><b> I have to read the manuscript for <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_6">Kanes</span> book written by Mike <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_7">Aloisi</span> and in a couple of days I will get ready to do that piece. I want to make it photo real looking almost, so I will probably be doing it in Painter. I haven't made my mind up yet.</b></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:arial;"><b> As each day passes I am coming closer to the growth I have been talking about, and I am so ready to embrace that and just explode with new paintings. But I know myself better than anyone, and I know if I don't get this last piece under my belt first, it may never happen, so.</b></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:arial;"><b> I am certain that once I start feeling like my painting is moving into the direction that I wanting it to, I will finish that <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_8">steampunk</span> painting I started a while back. The pencil work is very popular and put a lot of food into the house, so I want to make sure when I paint it, I do it the justice it deserves.</b></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:arial;"><b> I want you all to remember something, back in 2005, I was told I had very severe health problems and probably wouldn't live long. I had gave up and knew that death was coming for me. Then a miracle happened, a living Master reached out to me and offered to teach me, and because of that I got the will to live again and fight as if my life depended on it, and it did. Then who I consider to be a second Master helped me as well, and this last year in secret another one helped me under the conditions I never named them because of the backlash it would cause them from others that had begged this Master to help them. This is the main reason I am changing up and leaving Illustration. This Master taught me what the first two didn't, heart and soul. </b></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:arial;"><b> That being said now, I know a lot of you will be guessing at who it was, but I gave my solemn to take it to the grave with me, and I will. I don't know how long it will take, but I do know these three Masters believe in me, Madison and a very few friends I hold in my heart and because of that I will become whatever it is they all believe I am capable of. Never forget, I did come back from the dead. I was given another chance and I am not going to waste it.</b></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:arial;"><b> Love and Hugs forever my friends. "May the Darkness comfort you"</b></span></div><div class="blogger-post-footer">"Always remember the only limits you have are the ones you set for
yourself. Work hard, study, and most of all be patient and your dreams
will come true. It's not a easy road, but any thing worth having takes a
lot of work. Much Love an Blessings to you."
Nick Rose.</div>Nick Rose 2http://www.blogger.com/profile/09476493612643315036noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5490580811420298765.post-36810378045677423462011-07-12T11:59:00.003-04:002011-07-12T13:39:34.608-04:00Bombshell...<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:arial;"><b>Hello my friends. I hope you are well and happy. I have some news to share with you that may surprise you and the reasons I have made the decision to do what I am going to do. It has been coming for at least a year now and I have hinted at it on a few occasions but I can not put it off any longer and I am getting very excited about it. An that is the main thing, It has been a very long time since I have been excited about my art, or better said, Illustration up to this point. I am leaving the Illustration market for good. I have a piece to do to promote Kane <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_0">Hodder's</span> book and I am going to do it digitally, and after that the only cover or Illustration work I will do is for Madison. No others, I don't care what it is or how much money I am offered. I am done with it.</b></span><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:arial;"><b> This last year I have really lost all interest in doing this type of work. I actually have gotten to the point where I dread coming into the studio because I am just sick of doing things that I am not inspired to do anymore. I am sick of restrictions or someone telling me to do it this way and not this way. I have done this for 33 years and I am just simply burnt out on the whole thing. From now on I am going to paint anything my heart desires, <span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_1">whether</span> it be flowers or a skull. It might be a dragon, or just the sky. I am even thinking of doing some partial nudes. My goodness, I have some drop dead <span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_2">gorgeous</span> models posing for me, so why not? Beauty is something that should be captured forever, no matter what it is. My mood will determine what I </b></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: arial; "><b> paint . I am looking to paint "Loosely" instead of so damned detailed all the time. I would love to sit down with a canvas in the morning and be signing it when the day is done. If I think of the painting as a whole instead of every single detail, then I can and I will.</b></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:arial;"><b> My road has been leading to this. If I had not been so hardheaded and listened to Madison, I would have done this much sooner. Another big factor she keeps reminding me of is that I am really disabled folks. I have <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_5">COPD</span>, and that alone is a bitch, but then you put diabetes's, high blood pressure, and <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_6">ulcertive</span> colitis on top of it, well hopefully you get the idea. Some days I fell great, others I don't want to do anything but watch movies. When your working on deadlines, this is not good and the pressure can really get to you and in my case cause severe depression. I am constanly setting myself up for failure like this. One day I feel like I can conquer the world and start saying to myself that I can get this done tomorrow and keep on trucking. When the next day comes and I feel like crap, I get depressed because I feel like I let myself and everyone else down.</b></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:arial;"><b> This week I have been doing what Madison told me to. I have been having fun. I am doing what I want when I feel like doing it. Watching movies, playing video games and just being happy and I can feel that creative feeling starting to come back. I haven't felt creative since I did the "Dark Fairy" painting. An since I have made this decision and been having fun, I have been feeling even better. I haven't had to take a nap for the last week and I've been working out every day.</b></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:arial;"><b> So hopefully if you are an art lover, and not just a horror lover you will embrace the new work if it is good and keep following my work. Hopefully next time around I will have something to show you. Love and Hugs. "May the Darkness Comfort You."</b></span></div><div class="blogger-post-footer">"Always remember the only limits you have are the ones you set for
yourself. Work hard, study, and most of all be patient and your dreams
will come true. It's not a easy road, but any thing worth having takes a
lot of work. Much Love an Blessings to you."
Nick Rose.</div>Nick Rose 2http://www.blogger.com/profile/09476493612643315036noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5490580811420298765.post-85943271105167521282011-07-03T20:37:00.000-04:002011-07-03T20:37:41.004-04:00Random thoughts.<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on"> <span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><b>Hello my friends. I hope your holidays are and have been awesome. Mine have been fine. Madison is working on her 4th book now and I am thrilled at how creative she has been. I really need some of that to rub off on me about now. I had another bout with my blood pressure and wound up in the hospital again. Now we are trying to figure out a new combo of drugs to keep it under control. I'm not sure, but I am guessing that all the pain I went through because of the dental work had a lot to do with it. Damn. I will be so glad when all of this mess is done with, but at least now I can see the light at the end of the tunnel. Every since January, my whole art life has been derailed because of all the crap my body has had to go through. The good news is that now I am looking at another 30 years of painting, Lady and the Lord willing instead of just 2. But I will tell you, I will be sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo glad when all of this is done and I can just get back to my daily routine.</b></span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><b> I'm not whining or crying, just frustrated and today for some reason I am feeling really keyed up. I really need to cut loose I suppose. Since my last blog, I have had one of those colon checks ( I can't spell it) a tooth pulled ( and it was a bitch!) and spend the night in the hospital because of the sky high blood pressure. Yep, I need to blow off some steam. The truth is I get all tense and keyed up like this when I am not painting and being creative. I painted 2 days this week, but the rest of the time I have been down.</b></span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><b> I am hoping to get back to painting tomorrow. Today I was able to be fairly active and walk on my treadmill, and got some paperwork done while I kept one eye on that Casey Anthony trial. This is the first time I have really set down and watched how our court systems work on a major trial like this one. I have gained a whole new respect for the system to a point. Lawyers really do earn their money and the patience and pose it takes for them to do their jobs is very admirable. I know I couldn't have been a lawyer, my emotions would have gotten in the way. I guess since Tilly is going to have her own practice here in the future, I have taken more interest in legal things. She has her hands full with me being my legal consultant and all. These days 90% of everything goes through her first. She checks all the contracts, make sure everything is as it should be and just protects me, my family and my work. I have to tell you that I feel like I am very blessed just for having her in my corner. </b></span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><b> I don't know if I told you all, but we did move into a much bigger house a few weeks back as well. We love it, but it is going to take some time to get my studio set back up fully. Right now I am just taking it one day at a time. I'm in no hurry, I think we are going to be here for a long time to come I hope. I am getting to old for this moving crap. lol Of course I hired some young fellows to do all the moving part. That helped a whole lot.</b></span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><b> One of the things I decided I wasn't going to do on any of my social sites anymore is try to sell prints or things. I don't need to, life is good. But I am pushing for my friends and fans to join my fan club. The reason being is that it is new and it is the ONLY place you will be able to see old works, complete works in progress, news media and interviews. I pulled my website because I do not want to promote Wicked Kitty Studio anymore, instead we have named everything after me, Nick Rose. So now it is Nick Rose Studios. I am going to put a free site soon, but I am only going to update it twice a year, so if you want to see all the cool things coming, <a href="http://www.facebook.com/pages/Nick-Rose/209580382395898?created">go here and hit the like button</a>.</b></span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><b> The Facebook group is a totally different animal and it is where folks can hang with me one on one and talk art or about this blog, or anything as long as it's respectful. </b></span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><b> I think one of the things that has been weighing heavy on my mind is that I can't be like I used to. I mean I can't hang out and just chat with all my friends like I use to on Facebook. I have 3 profiles now, and a 4th will be coming in August. Outside of FB I am part of 5 business groups and Twitter. When I am feeling like myself and painting, I only can allow 2 hours a day now to be online and that doesn't allow me much time for business, so I miss a lot of people I used to chat with all the time. Times change and I have to put the future of my family and loved ones above all else. I want to finally be able to give something to all the people that I love in this world, and the generations to come.</b></span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><b> I guess I have come full circle now. I can remember wondering why a lot of my friends couldn't respond to letters or it would take them a few days to. Now I understand why and really feel like and ass because I thought they where being rude. That's not the case at all. I respond to every letter and note I get, but sometimes I can't do it as fast as some folks would like me to. I understand that, I use to feel the same way. Now the shoe is on the other foot. lol Be careful for what you ask for. But I am very thankful, and I am so thankful that so many thousands of people have taken me and my art into their hearts and spend their hard earned money on it. For that I am the most grateful. I get letters from other artist or just regular folks that tell me that I inspire them so much and than just blows my mind. It also brings tears to my eyes. I never realised that so many people read all my post about my health and my battle to be healthy again and the struggles, betrayals and hurt that I have been through. Little did I know that each time I talked about any of those things, the hearts of kindred souls linked with me and followed me on my journey. </b></span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><b> So as I sit here, fighting to get my body to a "normal" state, I do so with joy and love in my heart because I know so many of you are pulling for me and love me. I am the richest man in the world. I have every thing that means anything to me and I don't know of anything else that could make me happier. When I tell you that I love you, I really do. They are not just words. You have given me this and all the wonders and miracles yet to come. Love and Hugs. May the Darkness Comfort You.</b></span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><b> </b></span></div><div class="blogger-post-footer">"Always remember the only limits you have are the ones you set for
yourself. Work hard, study, and most of all be patient and your dreams
will come true. It's not a easy road, but any thing worth having takes a
lot of work. Much Love an Blessings to you."
Nick Rose.</div>Nick Rosehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08174776048335708799noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5490580811420298765.post-62961947002145290532011-06-21T14:21:00.000-04:002011-06-21T14:21:31.285-04:00Coming together!<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on"> <span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><b>Hello my friends, it is so good to be with you again. As a matter of fact it is always great to be with you all. Happy Summer Solstice to you as well. With the coming of summer my strength and energies are coming back and the goal this year will be to make my self strong year round, and I don't think that will be a problem now. Things are really looking up.</b></span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><b> I want to share a series of thoughts with you today for you to think about and hopefully you will grow from it. This is for writers just as much as it is for artists. In the early 1990's I was making a lot of money doing commercial art. I had some sweet accounts lined up. I worked for several professional sports teams, I had an account with Seaworld, I did work for a greeting card company just to name a few, and that kind of work pays 20 times the money that publishing pays. But because I couldn't see a new future it came to an end. The computer was on the rise and most of the commercial work out there was done on the computer. I didn't want to go that way though. I didn't want to learn how to use a computer, I was a dinosaur, so slowly I went back into doing physical labor installing carpet, when all I had to do was learn something new. I really kick myself now for being so narrow minded. But I have no one to blame but myself, but this coming year you are going to see me throw my hat back into the commercial ring and include that kind of work with my personal "Art" pieces. I am going to be expanding my horizons as the saying goes. But the point of this is that if I had been a "visionary" I would be living a hell of a lot better, be a lot more healthier and have a lot less emotional scares to burden if I had just learned to use the computer.</b></span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><b> Madison and I where talking about the new direction that publishing is taking. If you want to make a living as a writer, your going to have to start thinking outside of the box. That means you are going to have to think about e-books, my god, that market alone is becoming massive with Kindle and all of those gadgets. For a writer not throw their hat into that ring, damn, that is just so stupid. Think of all the potential money and readers you are losing. Lets face facts, people are poor these days, and that is not going to change anytime soon. If a kid has a choice to buy a book for 20 bucks, or they can download the book for 2.99, which one do you think the kid is going to do? I think it is a Miracle that kids are even reading these days.</b></span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><b> And all I hear is all the "Big Time' writers and publishers putting down the self publishers. Now this is a shame, but I do understand why from a business point of view, but I don't like it. This is America, and I do remember making a commitment to my fellow Americans to fight for their rights to have free speech and so on. Self Publishing falls under this, and anyone with a high school education understands that the principle of democracy is that we have a "Competitive market" so prices will stay down and quality will increase. I know I am damning myself by saying this, but I support self publishing and will continue to do so. So for those of you that just read this and said, "Well, he'll never have a future at our company," I say to you "That your company does not have a future unless you learn to look outside of the box" </b></span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><b> I have several writer friends that can not seem to grasp the concept of making money off of e-books. Their damn lucky to sell 50 books a year because they don't have a clue about marketing. For some reason they seem to think that If they publish a book, the whole world is going to rush to by it? No, I'm not kidding, I know several writers just like that. They never wrote a book in their life and they think just because "THEY" wrote a book, everyone is going to rush to buy it. Not one of these writers even considered a budget for advertising or traveling on a circuit to promote their book. Good ole common sense tells me that "hey if I put my book on Amazon as an e-book for a few bucks, that I could make some advertising money right there with no money out of my pocket."</b></span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><b> Advertising and getting the word out about what your doing is the 2 biggest keys there are to being a successful writer or artist. BUT IT TAKES TIME! and that is the big enemy to young people these days, not one of them have patience. They all want it right now and that is a whole another story that you don't want to get me to get into right now.</b></span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><b> But anyways, enough for now, if I am going to blog more, I have to keep them shorter so I can get to work. Folks, the glamour that used to be publishing died in the 80's. It is not coming back. If you want to be an artist or writer, then you need to start studying on new ways to make it happen. If you want to talk about this, then lets do it on the group my friends. Peace and Blessings. "May the Darkness Comfort You"</b></span></div><div class="blogger-post-footer">"Always remember the only limits you have are the ones you set for
yourself. Work hard, study, and most of all be patient and your dreams
will come true. It's not a easy road, but any thing worth having takes a
lot of work. Much Love an Blessings to you."
Nick Rose.</div>Nick Rosehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08174776048335708799noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5490580811420298765.post-81252329574273294062011-06-18T08:10:00.000-04:002011-06-18T08:10:24.271-04:00Just when I think.....<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on"> <span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><b>Just when I think I am out of the woods, someone hits me upside my head with a ball bat and says "Not Yet" As you all know, I have been getting a ton of dental work done and I thought I was out of the wood as far as them pulling teeth goes, except for the front 4 teeth they are going to pull right before my partials. (Please forgive any errors I may be making, but thy have me on Methadone because the pain is so intense. I will be off of it tomorrow) I went in Tuesday to get some fillings done, and the Dentist informs that after looking at the x-rays more, she doesn't think we can save the tooth, and she also has spotted fragments of a tooth that dissolved 25 years ago buried in my gums that need to come up. I had been feeling great, so like a fool, I say, "Lets do it." 4 days later I am just starting to be able to get out of bed. It feels like she ripped my gums wide open as well as the side of my mouth.</b></span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><b> I am telling you this because just the other day I said "Man, where going to start writing blogs every other day and really kick arshe art wise." Ho hum, I am sure we will get there soon, but not this week. lmao. But I think the life lesson here is that no matter what we think or the best laid plans we have, life is going to remind us on a regular basis that we are human. I think my biggest problem has always been accepting this, but I am proud to say I am getting there. I have embraced that saying that "When Life Gives you lemons, make lemonade!" So instead of painting and communication with all the wonderful people out there that love my work so much, I Will go with plan "B" which is to watch Some old "Batman" TV shows from 1966 and then finish watching the first season of "Lost in Space" Since I can't do what I want to do, Plan B is pretty awesome for an old geek like me. lol!</b></span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><b> Outside of me recovering, everything is just fine. As a matter of fact The Publication </b></span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><b>Pagan Element did a feature on me this month you can<a href="http://www.paganelement.com/"> find here</a> Take your time to look through the whole publication, it really has some good reading. We also have another article coming up in a few weeks and another and really good interview coming up later in the summer. So my health has slowed me down a little, but the machine just keeps building momentum.</b></span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><b> Another BIG change I hope you will make note of is this. On my regular FB pages I will only be showing finished art. If you want to see step by step or really old work, or get good deals on prints you have to be a member of the fan club. It is free. <a href="http://www.facebook.com/pages/Nick-Rose/209580382395898?created">Just go here and hit the like button, and please help spread the world by hitting the "Share" button and letting your friends know about all the crazy and wonderful things we create. Yes, I said we, because I have took several of your suggestions and turned them into paintings. For Instance, "Zombie Kitties"</a></b></span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"> <b>The next big change is the "Group" The group is where we all get together and talk about anything cool or art. It is the only place that I can be one on one with my friends. I was spreading myself WAY to thin a little while back and wasn't able to be anywhere and found myself becoming very frustrated because I couldn't do what I have always done, which is spend time with the people who love the same things I do and my art. I take these kind of things very serious. I love all of you and to know you love or like my work really keeps me going and has gotten me through some really hard times. Without you, I would be nothing.</b></span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><b> So by keeping the group page up on my comp makes it much easier to keep up with messages from everyone, instead of trying to keep up with 7 mail boxes, 8 clubs, and so on. This way I can one of the fellows again. So please be part of the group to if your not already. <a href="http://www.facebook.com/home.php?sk=group_132749990796">Here is that link.</a></b></span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"> <b>Alright my friends, I am going to put on my Batcape, and take another pain med. I love you all and thank you for being so awesome and accepting me for being so damn human. MAJOR HUGS!!!!</b></span></div><div class="blogger-post-footer">"Always remember the only limits you have are the ones you set for
yourself. Work hard, study, and most of all be patient and your dreams
will come true. It's not a easy road, but any thing worth having takes a
lot of work. Much Love an Blessings to you."
Nick Rose.</div>Nick Rosehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08174776048335708799noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5490580811420298765.post-50239759859081273232011-06-12T12:12:00.000-04:002011-06-12T12:12:43.684-04:00Moving forward in BIG ways!<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on"> <span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><b>Hello my friends. May love and peace fill your lives always. I have been feeling so good lately that I am no longer worried about making commitments for commercial assignments anymore. As a matter of a fact, it is going to be full steam ahead from here on out.</b></span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><b> I am going to be posting a lot more blogs talking more about my everyday life and the little things that really make up one's career. Blogger added a section a few months ago that lets you keep track of the traffic on your blog, and where it comes from, the feeds to it and so on. I checked it out the other day and it is telling me that I have a minimum of 80 people a day reading it and as much as 1200 in a day reading it. The average is 480 hits a day. Wow! I couldn't believe it and I said that I need to start spending more time here and give my readers more of what they want. I am VERY honored that so many of you keep up with my antics and work. I am flattered and more encouraged that I could ever put into worlds.</b></span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><b> One of the big things about my mindset is this, and this also explains why I am so upset with so many artist out there that I know. I was born an artist, or better yet a creative soul. I love to be creative in many ways that now you will get to see since Mother gave me a second chance. I am going to keep myself healthy and work everyday (but not forgetting to have time for my loved ones and for myself) and really blow everyone away with all the cool things I see in my mind's eye yet to come. But anyways, I am creative because that is who I am. I do my best to improve and learn new things everyday. It is important to me that I become the best at what I do above all else. I can't imagine anyone that wouldn't? Isn't one of the big reasons for our lives is to make the world a better place than the one we where brought into? If your not going to give it your all, why bother?</b></span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><b> But what has been making me upset with these people, and it's all creative people really, it's just that I deal with artist more, is that I see that there main motivation is to be "Famous" WTF? Are you kidding me? Your only goal should be to become good enough to be able to support yourself with you art and live the dream. Damn, that's the payoff. That's the dream come true. But unfortunately what I see from 90% of the artist that contact me is that all they care about is being "famous" They only want to rub elbows with the "High and Mighty" artist of the art world. To them it is all about sucking up, hoping someone will take pity on them and throw them a bone. </b></span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><b> It never stops amazing me that they miss the point that if you work very hard, learn all you can, and be PATIENT in time your day will come if you truly have talent. But instead I see all these people either kissing all the arshes they can, or stabbing someone that trusted them in the back, because for some insane reason they think that will move them on. It sickens me and that is what I have been ranting about the last few weeks. I want to help artist, if there heart is in the right place, but I find very few of them. Those that I do, I hold close. Something for the 90% to think about. I cannot think of one of the "High and Mighty" artist I know, and there a lot, that ever set out to be famous. They just wanted to be as good as they could and to be able to support themselves and their families. Think about that and let that set in your noodle and absorb it in. If you get it, maybe there is hope for you, if not, well. </b></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><b>Okay, I think I have finally got that put into worlds the way I wanted to for a while, but just could think of how to do it. </b></span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><b> A couple of cool business things are going on. Everyone knows that Tilly Rivers is my very close friend, and she is like family and so much more to my family. She will be getting her law degree soon and we have worked out an agreement that she will be mine and Madison's lawyer for all things we need in this publishing business. She also acts as a consultant and agent at times. I am thrilled by this simply because I know I am not gonna get screwed in a bad way anymore and if anyone wants to get froggy with us, it will cost them. Truly creative people get screwed more than anyone, mostly because we are a trusting lot, and there is ALWAYS some con artist out there just waiting to set you up. No more for this family. </b></span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><b> I am also working on a deal right now that will give Madison full time editor to work with us on our books. She worked with Madison on her first book "The Bone Extractor" and it was a very awesome and wonderful working relationship. So I am working on a deal and future deals to keep her in our corner for all of our writing needs. She is also a writing agent. Isn't that cool?</b></span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><b> There is so much to being an artist, or a creative person than we usually talk about, but now that i will be blogging more, we'll talk about all parts of the business. It's time for me to get to painting so I will see you in a day or to. Much love my friends and "May the Darkness Comfort You"</b></span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><b><br />
</b></span></div><div class="blogger-post-footer">"Always remember the only limits you have are the ones you set for
yourself. Work hard, study, and most of all be patient and your dreams
will come true. It's not a easy road, but any thing worth having takes a
lot of work. Much Love an Blessings to you."
Nick Rose.</div>Nick Rosehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08174776048335708799noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5490580811420298765.post-2334275109082353282011-06-10T14:44:00.002-04:002011-06-10T15:08:19.062-04:00I'm alive and doing damn fine!<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:arial;"><b> Contrary to popular belief, I am alive and doing damn fine. <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_0">lol</span> Hello my friends. I'm sorry about the length between blogs, but I have been "living" for the first time in a long time and just having fun. The serious state of my health had took a big toll on me physically and mentally. Now that I am doing much better, I had some healing to do in both area's. Now I am finally coming back to myself. It took some doing and I hurt some people's feelings on the way, but they had it coming. There are a few more that I am going to deal with soon as well. Another revelation, because of the way that the very people I have helped through the years have acted toward me, I will give tips here and there but I am saving all the lessons for my books and video's. If I am going to have to listen to crap from the people I help, then they are going to pay me for the <span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_1">privilege</span>. Do you get the feeling I am fed up with other artist bullshit attitudes? lmao. Yes I am and it ends now.</b></span><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:arial;"><b> I love my life and l love what I do. I am very blessed and get to do things most can only dream about, but that makes me a target. But the good news is, I only have to deal with things if I want to deal with them. I have a lawyer to check over any deal or any person that is wanting to work with me. In normal terms, that works great for both me and the client if every thing is the way it should be and it keeps me from getting scammed like I have been so many times in the past.</b></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:arial;"><b> On to other things. If you want prints of my work, you can order them through my <a href="http://www.facebook.com/pages/Nick-Rose/209580382395898?created">fan club </a> and save 5 bucks, or if your a member of my<a href="http://www.facebook.com/home.php?sk=group_132749990796"> Face Book group</a> you can for normal price. If your not on facebook, you can order them through me. Send me an email at wickedkittystudio@gmail.com for info on how. I haven't sold them to the public in a while, so if you want one signed, this is your chance. Also the prints are a large 13 x19 on very high quality paper. Most artist sell 11 x 14 prints.</b></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:arial;"><b> I love the people who support my work and my fans, never doubt that. My anger is usually caused by my so called peers and it occured to me that I can close that door and it doesn't matter. I haven't meet another artist yet that wanted to buy any of my work, so why in the hell do I care what they think or say? I have been doing a slow burn over this because when I was sick, I had to deal with all of there crap and now that I am better, they think they can keep on. It's chain yanking time.</b></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:arial;"><b> Ok, I just wanted to check in my friends. I'll have a new painting with Kane Hodder in it soon. Love you all. Hugs. Peace and Blessings. "May The Darkness comfort you"</b></span></div><div class="blogger-post-footer">"Always remember the only limits you have are the ones you set for
yourself. Work hard, study, and most of all be patient and your dreams
will come true. It's not a easy road, but any thing worth having takes a
lot of work. Much Love an Blessings to you."
Nick Rose.</div>Nick Rose 2http://www.blogger.com/profile/09476493612643315036noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5490580811420298765.post-26341685255346869682011-05-28T12:43:00.000-04:002011-05-28T12:43:46.390-04:00Back to working and back to living.<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEizWtN8QGjguFSVW4viAYn6fQzoMYom6D3Yz0AmkU8aE8T9m1a4rfwr_wDH81Ut_SwSNYB3FtA9ISOJ6wtH5iDBznpy9tmi_8EC1vSxzhmiAik5MIwT8bjDbAABeqf44gCo_odyG6cnLrs/s1600/Zombie+Summitfini.jpeg" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" height="320" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEizWtN8QGjguFSVW4viAYn6fQzoMYom6D3Yz0AmkU8aE8T9m1a4rfwr_wDH81Ut_SwSNYB3FtA9ISOJ6wtH5iDBznpy9tmi_8EC1vSxzhmiAik5MIwT8bjDbAABeqf44gCo_odyG6cnLrs/s320/Zombie+Summitfini.jpeg" width="213" /></a></div> <span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><b>Hello my friends and welcome. As you can see I finally got finished with something new. This is a cover for a book called "Zombie Summit" I will release all the info you need to order a copy once it is available. This was done with Corel painter 9. Since my health had been so up and down since January, I decided that I would be better off to do it digitally so the paint wouldn't keep drying on my pallet considering how long it took me to get this done. I am very thankful that the publisher was very kind and patient knowing the condition I was in.</b></span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><b> I hope that you can see that there is a difference between my oil paintings and digital work. I am hoping for each medium I work in that it has it's own distinctive look. I am hoping the work I am going to be doing on canvas will be unique as well.</b></span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><b> I am starting a new cover today. This one will feature Kane Hodder as the model for Madison's character "Bonesaw" I am very excited to be doing a cover for my Honey's first book. I am going to draw it out digitally, but then I am going to print it out and paint it in oils. I am hoping this will be a faster way to get cover work done. On my own personal projects I will continue to hand draw each piece.</b></span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><b> On a personal level I have made a lot of changes in my life this last month, including by to who I am as a person. The truth is, I have always kept to myself and let very few people into my life. I am not a "social" person and these last couple of years have tried to be because I thought it was what was expected of me. There are some people that feel that way, but I don't. By doing that I've had to be someone I am not and I simply will not do that anymore. From now on Social networks are simply a tool for me to show people my work that want to see it and to promote the things I do. I do not and can talk to everyone on there. I have tried that and guess what? I didn't get any work done, or always found myself with my back to the wall facing deadlines because people wanted to feel like they where hanging out with me. I've also had to deal with a LOT of wannabes that just keep sucking the life out of me. That all has come to an end.</b></span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><b> Now I do what I do best, be an artist. I understand now why the my famous friends always keep their distance from the fans. You have to if you want to have a life. I am sorry if this upsets anyone, but I have to worry about me, my life and getting done what I need to do. I also need "Nick" time as well, and these networks take that from me when I get to close to them.</b></span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><b> I love you all. I really do and I am very thankful for the people that buy, support and follow my work, but it is about my work, isn't it? It is not me and I want to keep it that way. Love and Hugs. "May the Darkness Comfort You"</b></span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><b> </b></span><div class="blogger-post-footer">"Always remember the only limits you have are the ones you set for
yourself. Work hard, study, and most of all be patient and your dreams
will come true. It's not a easy road, but any thing worth having takes a
lot of work. Much Love an Blessings to you."
Nick Rose.</div>Nick Rosehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08174776048335708799noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5490580811420298765.post-84204750953562733622011-05-17T16:30:00.005-04:002011-05-17T16:56:17.240-04:00Fighting battles and winning the war.<a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEilj9Rw71XyuMgO70vY2U1Uf_2dkYGSr6k6geS245gNgLh-v3t52f08XWWjZf9Cd6Wn6JFS4JnU_fU-Z0RUdWc-1pzD5bEYTbkgsihMGMTVqnwZbytciLmTb_3xohNu3AEG_iqm7-FS4FA/s1600/Zombie+Summitlayers7.jpeg" onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 214px; height: 320px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEilj9Rw71XyuMgO70vY2U1Uf_2dkYGSr6k6geS245gNgLh-v3t52f08XWWjZf9Cd6Wn6JFS4JnU_fU-Z0RUdWc-1pzD5bEYTbkgsihMGMTVqnwZbytciLmTb_3xohNu3AEG_iqm7-FS4FA/s320/Zombie+Summitlayers7.jpeg" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5607787187437452930" /></a><br /> <span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:arial;"><b> Hello my friends, how have you been? I have been improving health wise everyday. I should be back to 100% soon, and I haven't been 100% in 7 years. Well, I don't know if it will be 100%, but it sure will feel like it compared to what I have been dealing with. Right now I am just trying to get back into my daily groove I had going on up until the beginning of this year. Once I am to that point and get back to date on the work I put on hold, it will be full speed ahead. I have been working on a book cover here and there during all of this. I will show you a so far next. It is for a book called "Zombie Summit". The publisher and writer are both very happy with it to this point. I still have some work to do to the background, and then I will paint in the Zombies. I am hoping if my health holds up to have this one done by the end of the week.</b></span><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:arial;"><b> This one is being done in Painter 9. It's been several months since I have done a digital piece, and its a nice change of pace, but I am ready to get back to the oils soon as well. It is so much easier to do covers digital so you can make the changes you need easily. That is why I stress to all artist out there, learn to work traditionally and digitally. It works to YOUR advantage. </b></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:arial;"><b> Since I posted the last blog, I have put myself into the hermit mode I told you about. It doesn't shut people out on a art basis, but it allows me time to think and get my head straighten back out. Going through all the constant battles with my health has really got my "regular" life all out of whack. What is important to me right now is getting my head back in the right place, setting new goals and start being productive once again. Once I do that I promise you that I will start kicking some serious <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_0">arshe</span> again on a level higher than the past.</b></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:arial;"><b> I know a good many of you are on the <span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_1">Facebook</span> Group Nick Rose, and now that I understand how the bloody thing works, I have started breathing life into it and getting people talking and chatting. I hope you will join us there. <a href="http://www.facebook.com/home.php?sk=group_132749990796">Here is the link.</a> This may be the best way for us all to learn from each other as well as chatting with the people who love my type of work as well. All are welcome as long as you respect the other members. There are over 4000 and I am going to work on getting it even larger.</b></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:arial;"><b> One of the big things that has happened during this "Down" time for me is that my eyes have opened to what is most important to me. Sometimes we need to get slapped down to step back and see things with fresh eyes. I feel for the most part I have been on the right path, but there are a couple of things I want to do different in my life from here on out. But those things are personal for now. Maybe I will talk to you about them latter on, or perhaps you will notice a change in me. Time will tell.</b></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:arial;"><b> Well, I have to get for now, I have to spend some time with the kids and get them fed and homework done while Madison gets ready to work. Love and Hugs "May the Darkness Comfort You"<br /></b></span><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:arial;"><b><br /></b></span></div></div><div class="blogger-post-footer">"Always remember the only limits you have are the ones you set for
yourself. Work hard, study, and most of all be patient and your dreams
will come true. It's not a easy road, but any thing worth having takes a
lot of work. Much Love an Blessings to you."
Nick Rose.</div>Nick Rose 2http://www.blogger.com/profile/09476493612643315036noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5490580811420298765.post-90649013637547281472011-05-09T09:26:00.000-04:002011-05-09T09:26:25.983-04:00Lots and lots of changes coming.<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on"> <b>Hello my friends and Happy Mothers Day. I pray that each of you had a mother that was loving and nurturing to you. Mothers mean more to us when we are children than anything else. As Brandon Lee said in the movie "The Crow" " Mother is the name of God on the lips of small children" and that it is. But it in some cases it could be "Satan". I pray that you are not one of those children.</b><br />
<b> I have a lot to talk about today. Many major changes are on the way, as a matter of fact, I'm completely revamping the way I do business, and my appearance online. I'm in the process of "Cleaning out my Closet." That's a private term, but Madison and Tilly know what I mean. It is time for a lot of growth and to take some big steps forward. For this to happen, some eggs are going to get broken and I have to leave "Junk" in the past where it belongs.</b><br />
<b> The first thing that you will notice is that I am getting rid of the Wicked Kitty Website. I have decided to only use the Nick Rose Name as far as the public is concerned. I still own the Wicked Kitty name and we will be using it for some business ventures, but overall "Nick Rose" is what we will be branding. Also, times have changed. Personally I don't see any reason for keeping up a website. If I want to show samples, I'll simply send clients to a private link that just features my work, nothing else. After all, publishers and movie producers don't care about anything other than my work. Websites are for fans, and honestly I have 100 times the fans going to my blog or social networks to see my work. So a website is a waste of money and time. If you are going to stay competitive in this business, you have to think outside of the box and grow with all the changes going on with the Internet. It seems almost everyday there is something new coming out that you can use as a promotional tool.</b><br />
<b> We are also going for new ways to bring in income from my art. I'm not going to disclose what my plans are, but I will say, I have been thinking about this for a very long time. I've been studying the market and how other people have been making "large" livings doing what I am going to do. Give me a year and you will see. The hardest part of this is has been trying to figure out where the capital will come from. Problem solved.</b><br />
<b> A couple of things that have been bothering me these last several months is that I want to be able to film videos of my working both traditionally and digitally. I was going to get a good camera at Christmas to help me do this, but it turns out the more I worked toward this, the more I realized how expensive it was going to be to buy the equipment to do this properly. I am talking about making top of the line videos and to do that I need to invest around 50 grand for the equipment to just get me started.</b><br />
<b> The same problem is present with doing books. The writing part isn't nearly as bad as the quality of photo's I would need to take of "In progress" photo's to make the book desirable. This is going to take a very nice camera and some really good equipment, so it looks like that is going to have to wait for a while now. Sorry, but I'm not going to do anything half-as*ed. I want fans and buyers to know that anything that goes with the Nick Rose name is quality. </b><br />
<b> As most of you know I have been working my arshe off getting my health back, and I am doing it so I can have a long career and make a lot of money to take care of the people I love most in this world. Basically I am going into a "Hermit" mode. I will still be here and do things to promote my work and projects, but I am going to become scarce. Basically if you want to contact me, send me an e-mail, because unless it is business you will not be able to get me on the phone anymore. Sorry, but I have to really focus on the goals I have set for myself and that means I have to focus on my life and decisions. It 's time I discover who I am as a person, an artist, and a man, and I don't want anyone outside of the people I hold closest to my heart to be involved in that. </b><br />
<b> SO, please respect that. Emails work just as well. I am sorry for sounding so "tight" but this has been coming for a while now, but I wanted to think about it for a long time to make sure it was the right choice for me. </b><br />
<b> I want to make this very plain, I am not referring to all of you that are here because you like my art and are keeping up with my career. This has nothing to do with anyone I deal with on a business level. This is about me making more time for what I do best, and keeping myself focused on my goals. Before Madison came into my life, I lived 8 years with no one in my life mostly so I could focus on learning the lessons of the Masters and keeping my mind clear of all the clutter that life has a tendency to throw at you.</b><br />
<b> I know this may sound a little off to some of you, but it 's what works for me. Blame my parents. I had to live in my own little world to survive growing up, and as an adult, I do the same thing when I am very serious about pursuing something. I know you all will be glad I did, after all, you may like me, but you are here mostly because of the art, and I intend to get real serious about that and keep practicing all the "secrets" I was taught. It 's not everyday that we are given second chances at life and in my case I am going to give it all I have. </b><br />
<b> This is just the start, and with each blog I will go over more and more the things I will be doing and changing. I want you all to know that I do love you, and your support has and always meant the world to me. Without you, I would be nothing. I also have a new fan club if your interested in joining. Here is the<a href="http://www.facebook.com/pages/Nick-Rose/209580382395898?created"> link.</a> I started this one because our FB group, 4200 strong is being archived, whatever that means. This one is a "Like" Club and I am hoping to do more on there without sending a bunch of letters to your mailboxes. You can't do that with the group. If I send out a message from there it goes to every one's mail, and we don't want that unless it is REALLY important.</b><br />
<b> Love and Hugs. "May the Darkness Comfort You"</b><br />
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yourself. Work hard, study, and most of all be patient and your dreams
will come true. It's not a easy road, but any thing worth having takes a
lot of work. Much Love an Blessings to you."
Nick Rose.</div>Nick Rosehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08174776048335708799noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5490580811420298765.post-72418796367379680282011-05-03T10:52:00.000-04:002011-05-03T10:52:29.362-04:00Improving myself on many levels.<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on"> <span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><b>Hello my friends. I hope each of you are doing well. I don't know about you, but I am excited about the news that Bin Laden is dead. That's one less monster in the world to give our children nightmares. I am so proud of our Military and am even prouder to say that I served my country. It's even more cool to find out that not one of our Navy Seals was hurt in this very dangerous operation. Total Badas*! I also find it very amusing that May 1st is also the day that they found Hitler dead as well. It is a special day for getting rid of the bad guys for sure. I wonder if that was planed out? lol</b></span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><b> Those of you that have keep up with me these last couple of years know very well that I am a veteran and if it was not for that, there is no way I could afford all the medical treatments and medicines I have to take these days. To any young person reading this, going into the Army was the best decision I made in my young life. Not only did it teach me things I hold dear like "Respect, Honor, and to stand by your friends", but the Army put me through college, and has helped me my whole life. If you don't know where you want to go with your life yet, our Military is a great place to start.</b></span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><b> Right now, my health is the big issue, and I am working very hard on making it as good as I can so I can return to the world of doing some commercial work to help with the bills. Since January, everything has been on hold. I have constantly been fighting to stay alive. If we hadn't figured out that most of the problems I was having was being aggravated by infections in my gums that had been there for years unknown. It's no wonder that for the last 6 years I have been sick more than healthy.</b></span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><b> So I have been having most of my teeth pulled and filled. My body already feels 10 times better than it has in years, but I still have about 7 weeks to go before all the dental work is done, and trust me when I say I am living in some serious pain on a daily basis. I am only able to work here and there for now. I am working on some projects, but nothing that I have to push for, but the good news is this, once I am done with all of this I will not be afraid to commit to deadlines anymore and I am intending on doing a ton of new work. I have a LOT of really cool things going on, but I am not going to say anything about them until they come up. I have had several more major horror movie stars to sign on to my "Masters of Horror" project. I will tell you who they are when the time comes, but honestly it is going to be 2012 before I can start anything with them.</b></span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><b> Outside of the time I am leaving open for doing cover and movie work, the rest of my art time is already committed for this year, and it looks like I am going to working a lot more with April "Chainsaw Sally" than I originally thought. She is one hell of a awesome and sexy model, so she will be appearing in a lot of my paintings. The same thing with Kane Hodder. The man is awesome and has agreed to let me use his image however I want, so he will be turning up on a lot of book covers as well as posters and prints.</b></span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><b> My gallery project I have been hinting at is really starting to come in focus, and some of the movie stars will be in those paintings as well. So as you can probably guess I am very excited about my health improving 100% and knowing I have all this awesome work in front of me. If you think what you have seen from me the last few years was something, well, you haven't seen anything yet. I am just getting warmed up. lol</b></span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><b> Another part of my life I have been working on is my spiritual beliefs. This is something I have been dancing around for way to long, but now I am starting to do a lot of studying and research on my personal beliefs, and on a personal level, this is really making me feel a lot better "on the inside" if that makes sense. In my humble opinion, I believe my life centers around 3 things, my art, Madison and the kids, and my spirituality. They are all connected and I put equal time into each of them. They are what really matters to me and I want to be the best person I can be, so my focus will be on these 3 things from now on.</b></span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><b> Madison's new book is almost done, and I will be doing the cover for it. There will be some super big news coming along with that as well, but I will let her tell everyone when the time is right. I am so proud of her, and this book rocks. I kid you not, and I think some of the people I work with will honestly look at it for a possible movie. I am very serious.</b></span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><b> Hopefully I will blog again soon, and maybe have some work to show you, we'll just have to see how I am feeling. Like I said before, when you whole face is throbbing in pain, it is kind of hard to think about doing much of anything, but I will be past it soon.</b></span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><b> Love to you all. "May the Darkness Comfort You"</b></span><br />
<div class="zemanta-pixie" style="height: 15px; margin-top: 10px;"><a class="zemanta-pixie-a" href="http://www.zemanta.com/" title="Enhanced by Zemanta"><img alt="Enhanced by Zemanta" class="zemanta-pixie-img" src="http://img.zemanta.com/zemified_e.png?x-id=0068e0bd-2d29-4edf-b2d0-e7ea8355b679" style="border: none; float: right;" /></a></div></div><div class="blogger-post-footer">"Always remember the only limits you have are the ones you set for
yourself. Work hard, study, and most of all be patient and your dreams
will come true. It's not a easy road, but any thing worth having takes a
lot of work. Much Love an Blessings to you."
Nick Rose.</div>Nick Rosehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08174776048335708799noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5490580811420298765.post-29368514841468820952011-04-26T10:29:00.000-04:002011-04-26T10:29:44.691-04:00Update 1<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on"> <span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><b>My dear friends, for most of the spring, unless I have some new art to show you, I want be on line much. Although this dental work is a very positive thing, I feel like it is a downer to keep talking about it, and right now this is dominating my life. I will post updates on how I am doing here and there for my friends that are worried. As it is, I can't even talk on the phone, the pain in my face is so intense. When it does ease up, it is because I am so stoned on pain meds I don't know what I am saying half the time.</b></span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><b> I am trying to get some work done during all of this, but I just have to take it one day at a time for now, and I sure as heck can't make any promises. But once I am healed, I will be in the best shape I have been in for several years, as far as feeling "good" on a daily basis.</b></span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><b> I will get some roughs and sketches up for you in the near future, and in the meantime, please don't worry. I will be fine. Love and Hugs,</b></span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><b>Nick</b></span></div><div class="blogger-post-footer">"Always remember the only limits you have are the ones you set for
yourself. Work hard, study, and most of all be patient and your dreams
will come true. It's not a easy road, but any thing worth having takes a
lot of work. Much Love an Blessings to you."
Nick Rose.</div>Nick Rosehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08174776048335708799noreply@blogger.com0